Saturday, January 30, 2010

3 days before my birthday

Today...



I wish I can be with someone who can understand me without saying it all out.

Without saying ..

- How much I've enjoyed my day.
- How much I am so sad over some silly thing
- How much I want to be alone
- How much ... the list goes on ...




The only one I met so far is ...



my mom.



She can see it tru my eyes.



Sad .. Happy ..


She will be there for me.


Not in a way hugging or screaming for joy ...


but is some other special way ...


I can feel ...


The warm she has been pouring since the day I'm here.


Here on earth.



if only ...


there's man here could make me feel the same.


But not as in motherly love.

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Why do I ...


always wish for impossible.

Monday, January 4, 2010

Million thanks to THE CHEE



for locking me inside to keep me safe from the dangerous world out there


for breaking into my house and now breaking out from my house.

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but fail

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so

make urself free on the 9th Jan.


We want to punish you.


See ya.