My favorite scene #1

From : Things I want my daughter to know.

"My lovely Lisa,

We're the closest, you and me, in many ways. I think we're alot alike. You're my first born child, and the person who first showed me the miracle of this love a mother should has for her child. You made every morning a Christmas morning. Thank you for that. There's lots of things I dont even think I need to say to you because I think you know them already. I love you. So much. You are the strongest I think. Too strong for you own good, maybe. Ask Andy about that sometime. By the way, I love him, did I ever tell you that? So to you, my darling girl, a request instead a bequest. Look after your sisters for me. Look after Mark. And let someone to look after you.

Mom"

Andy answered the phone on the second ring. Lisa's voice sounded muffled and hoarse.

' That was quick,' she said.

' I tot it might be you.'

' It's me.'

' Hello, me.'

' What you doing?'

' Watching footie. You?'

' Calling you.'

' How was it?'

' I'm sorry I asked you not to come.'

' That's ok.'

' Its not ok, Andy. It was stupid. I dont know what I was thinking.'

' I dont think you really were thinking. I dont mean that sound unkind. I just mean that it wasnt really about thinking, it was more about feeling. You wanted to do it wihout me, on your own.'

' Dont be so bloody reasonable with me!'

' Sorry.'

' And dont be bloody sorry!'

Silence.

' Its me who should be sorry.' She paused. ' I wished you had been here.'

' Me too.'

For just a while Lisa sat with the phone and listened to Andy breathing, which was almost comforting as an embrace. Then she sighed.

' So I guess I'll see you tomorrow.'

' I'll be here.' He was being so careful of her.

' Goodnight.'

' Goodnight, Lisa.'

He'd heard a break in her voice when she said that last word, and that was all he needed. He hadn't been watching the football. He'd been sitting on the sofa in front of the football, but wasn't the same thing. Now he stood up and grabbed his car keys from the stand by the front door and went where his mind and his heart had been all day.

As he drove, a lil too fast via the M25, he listened to the radio, a lil too loud, and wondered, not for the first time in the last two years, what the hell was going on in Lisa's head. She wasn't like any woman he'd ever known before. The highs were higher and the lows were lower........

...... So when she said she wanted to do this funeral thing alone, he went along with it, and let her do it alone. And her voice broke on the mobile, he broke everything and went to her. And when he parked and climbed out, the car door sounding incredibly loud in the dark, still silence, and caught the twitched of the curtains in the bedroom with the light still on, and waited for her to open the door, and picked her up, clutching her tightly and silently to him, he knew that it had all been the right thing to do. For both of them.

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Badly missing the J's

I miss the time when 3 of us sitting at the back with out scarf on because it was freaking cold. Listening to the musics coming out from the ancient radio which we been told by Alvin that he will change soon as the volume will just go up n down by itself where we already gave up tuning it again n again.

I miss the days when Jass talks to herself and Joyce and me was wondering what the hell going on with her.

I doubt she got no one to talk to when she was young and that is how she developed the "talking to herself" skill.

I miss the days when Joyce laugh at me when I sang "because of you" ... and of coz it I was out of tune. Later, she was one of them singing out of tune.

I miss the time when Jass shake me like she was making a milk shake and Joyce will just scold her on behalf of me because i gave up scolding her.

I miss the time when Jass got shock when I screamed at her when she intended to bully me again.

I miss the time when 3 of us talk like nobody business at the back and sharon walks in n cought us speaking in Chinese. (I'm the one who always get cought! Damn. but it was fun. =D)

I felt secured when Joyce is around because she will just protect me when she tracked someone has the intention to bully me. especially Jass. I'm like a child of hers.

I always feel entertain whenever Jass is around. I'm sure everyone feel the same way too. She's just too dramatic not to be laughed!

I miss them even more when i start realizing that 3 of us got influenced by each other's attitude.

I just miss the J's.

Me, Jass and Joyce

-xoxo-

Happy Birthday.

Feeling terrible on Friday thou it was mom's birthday.

Well, I am so glad that my Saturday turns out to be so awesome !

The BEST day of the week.

Happy birthday MOM. I love u always.

Happy BIRD day Ah yang. Handsome always and big business ahead !

Happy birthday People !

Love u all.

Mah Mah Mah ~

Btw, This is my 100th post. LOL

Pi pi Pop Pop ~~

Happy birthday to lamie blog.

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This Is IT

Tell you what .. I'm ain't MJ fan. I just adore his holistic songs, the beautiful lyrics like Earth Song, Man in the mirror, etc etc. Of course not to be miss is his almost perfect moonwalk and other dance movements. Those can really make me gawk. Is like seeing heaven in front of me.

After watching his wonderful movie, "This Is It", he became my .... my all time lover.

MJ is my husband. =X

Superb movie I must say !!!

-RIP-

Hotel Room Service anyone?

The title was referring to the clip. Don't think senget !

This video clip by Pitbull really makes me drool. =D~

*gulp*

My nose BLEED.

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Heart beating FAST

How wish I can be as sexy as them.

*salivates*

Oh. Did i just say that?

LOL.

Don't judge a book by its cover !

SO! Never ever ... everrrrr ....

Judge me by my unique Lalang look.

Because Ann Nee has eh DECENT good reader loooookkk.

*perasantan-ing*

Wooottt.. a decent spender indeed? =D

Doubting my above statement?

"Action will remove the doubt that theory cannot explain"

scroll down willya? =x

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jeng jeng jeng .......

bought @ RM129.

So, am I spending my Precious Smelly Paper wisely?

Yes!?

Then visit Popular bookfest @ KLCC.

Good book. Good bargain.

*I am going to charge Popular for this post*

*I'm just kidding*

Once my MJ, Forever my MJ

After so long of not updating my blog, I planned to write this instead of my trip to bali.

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On 26th June 2009

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I was really shocked reading the news of his death.

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I was so shocked that I thought someone just putting prank on me like 26th June is actually 1st of April.

"FOOL YA ! MJ is still alive .. woohoooo~!"

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I couldnt even want to believe that this is actually hapenning.

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I was once a child being frightened by MJ's song, "I'm Bad". Try turning the volume to the highest and play the song. I bet u'll get frightened too.

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MJ, rock the people in heaven like how you have rock everyone of us on earth. Show the angel how to moon fly instead of moon walk!

Teach the angels how to SCCrreeeaaammmmmm~~ AAooouuuuuuuu !!

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Afterall, MJ, I hope that you living a better life now, and i really appreciate that you had actually care about me.

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I'm O.K. MJ, will always do. :D

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You are the LEGEND. (^^)v

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This will be a very short post because I am rushing out to celebrate my high school friend's birthday.

I am back 2 days ago from the "somewhere" I mentioned previously. I will post more about it few days later because tomorrow I need to attend another farewell party of my college's friend. He is going to UK to furthur his studies. ish~. envy envy.

Anyhow, below is one of the picture I took during the trip.

Gorgeous isnt it?

Oit, I meant the Unicorn lar. I'm not that perasan kay !

Come on ..... start guessing where I went. It is so Supah Blot-dy easy.

Beyonce - HALO

Remember those walls I built

Well baby they're tumbling down

And they didn't even put up a fight

They didn't even make a sound

I found a way to let you in

But I never really had a doubt

Standing in the light of your halo

I got my angel now

It's like I've been awakened

Every rule I had you breakin'

It's the risk that I'm takin'

I ain't never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I'm looking now

I'm surrounded by your embrace

Baby I can see your halo

You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more

It's written all over your face

Baby I can feel your halo

Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo (halo) halo

I can see your halo (halo) halo

I can feel your halo (halo) halo

I can see your halo (halo) halo Woah...

Hit me like a ray of sun

Burning through my darkest night

You're the only one that I want

Think I'm addicted to your light

I swore I'd never fall again

But this don't even feel like falling

Gravity can't forget

To pull me to the ground again

Feels like I've been awakened

Every rule I had you breakin'

The risk that I'm takin'

I'm never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I'm looking now

I'm surrounded by your embrace

Baby I can see your halo

You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more

It's written all over your face Baby

I can feel your halo

Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo (halo) halo

I can see your halo (halo) halo

I can feel your halo (halo) halo

I can see your halo (halo) halo

I can feel your halo (halo) halo

I can see your halo (halo)

Halooooo ouuuu Halooooo ouuuu Haloooo ouuuu Ouuuuu ouuuuu ouuuuu

Everywhere I'm looking now I

'm surrounded by your embrace

Baby I can see your halo

You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more

It's written all over your face

Baby I can feel your halo

Pray ït won't fade away

I can feel your halo (halo) halo

I can see your halo (halo) halo

I can feel your halo (halo) halo

I can see your halo (halo) halo

I can feel your halo (halo) halo

I can see your halo (halo) halo

I can feel your halo (halo) halo

I can see your halo (halo) halo

Any Jobs for the Poor lil one ??

I need a PART TIME JOB !!!!

I am SUPAH BROKE!! I’ve been spending a lot since 2 weeks ago. I’m not becoming an extravagant ok. I didn’t buy any unnecessary items!

Alright, alright… I know you wouldn’t agree with me. So, you be the judge and tell me if its unnecessary to me ! btw .. *no death sentence please* :P

For UTAR ball night :

Handkerchief dress

BB cream @ SASA

Mascara @ SASA

Pencil eyeliner ( Cybercolour ) @ SASA

For VIVA (Thesis presentation) :

Blazer @ G2000

Pants @ Elements

Blouse @ Seed

For normal occasions :

One of the dresses I bought in Forever 21. Hey, I tried like so many dresses and I bought only one for my normal occasion k.! This shows I still care bout the money in my atm OK. Erk… no .. My wallet infact, because my saving account is EMPTY.

Now u can forget about stealing my ATM card or breaking into my savings !

This is eh Fringe bag from Forever 21, thou it isn’t a necessary item, but wtf! It is SUPAH NICE ok.. ! Even my mom agreed on me. So I consider I’ve made the right decision to buy ! lol.

Alright. Hey .. And thatzit. I’ve counted and it is less than 10 items. This shows I didn’t simply pick items and buy right??? J ….. However ….. I still think I’m in deep shit .. Because this

LESS-THEN-TEN-ITEM made me spent more than 700 bucks (Malaysia bucks). Uuurghhhhhh ….. Damn!

I need JOBSSSSS !!!!!!

BUT. not fulltime ... Part time on weekend/ freelance pls. because I still bloody care bout my studies ! ahahaha …

A smile can brighten the darkest day

Tomorrow is my ethic exam and it is my last paper ... yey! but i did not really study for this paper. so Sigh. Its ok.

No, no. Not ok. Quite worry but still not motivated. Anyway, I don't feel like talking about tomorrow's paper. So i browse through the pictures i took few days ago. and ...

Here's a picture i kinda like. I have No idea why because i dont look good in this picture, but i still kinda like it. wtf.

I love seeing people around me smile, especially when they smile .. the smiles could actually reach their ears ... lol .. so sunshine ~


Im off .. back to sticking my eyes on my book.

Have a nice day ! ^^

and remember to smile .. your smile could probably brightened up someone's day. (^.^)v

Twilight Soundtrack

I've been blogging alot about Twilight these days and I hope you guys wont be yawning reading it. Anyhow, I dont think is alot, because i only posted 3. ahaha .. By the way, what I wanted to share is I've finished downloading all the soundtracks of twilight. Yeh ! Lets "Yey" together ... "YEY !!!" All the songs are so nice. I keep on repeating over and over again. If i were asked to choose only one best songs out of so many, i guess i'll choose ............. hmmm .... Supermasive Black Hole? Decode? *scratching me head* ........ Eye on Fire ?..... *struggling* ....... Full Moon? Claire De Lune ? ......... sigh .... how about letting u know some other day, its so hard to make decision cause all the songs are nice for me. I let know later la ok? Remind me.

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Mom and Dad just came back from Vietnam. They had lots of fun there. The weather is cold .. around 12 celsius, scenery is superb

and the traffic is terrible ! KL traffic move aside, wait till u see this traffic in Vietnam.

So many motorcyclist on the road


Mom bought me a necklace.

Ma .... Thank you !

Abit of comments

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I just came back from The Twilight movie and I guess I didn't regret spending my RM10 when I've already so broke. I guess I put too high expectation on this movie. Not that I disapointed, but the story line is a bit different from the book. I still can recognize some familiar dialogues like Edward asking Bella about the theories of what she thinks of him, "spiders, Kryptonite" , " What if I'm a bad guy" ... etc ... not all dialogues are the same. No doubt that Robbert is handsome but i still prefer "the" Edward in the book rather than the one in the movie. Overall the movie is good, and the book is still better. Tell you what, Dr Cullen, Carlisle, does suprised me with his young look. As what Bella described in the book. Hmmm.. I guess I'll just stop here. Not that i have nothing else to talk about this movie, I just want you guys to watch this movie. I saw it rank the first place in US in today's newspaper. So, I guess I have enough reasons for you to spend some time for this movie and perhaps the book. Enjoy!

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Twilight Movie

I swear that I will Twilight tonight !

or else I stay away from food for one hour wtf ! ahahaha

Actually I'm quite sure that I able to watch this tonight because I already bought the movie tickets in the morning. LOL .. You were fooled ! Call me childish.

All together 5 tickets which mean 5 human beings. I'm watching it with two couples again. ahaha .. I wondering why am I always such a loser. I was planning to watch this movie alone but I felt pathetic, but watching with 2 couples make me feel pathetic too. sigh .. I don't give any damn anymore because I wanted to watch this movie so badly, not that I'm looking for a shoulder to lean on, not that I need a shoulder to cry on during the sob scene, not that I need warm hands when I'm shivering because it is cold inside, not that I care so much that everyone is watching with thier love one. LOL .. yala yala .. call me loser ... So, the thing is ....

I AM GOING TO WATCH TWILIGHT TONIGHT !!!!!!!

The Twilight Saga

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Am I a big fan of Twilight ???

YES !! my heart screams ..... You will never get bored reading it .. I've read it all over again twice ... Sigh .. so irresistable ... =D

I have all FOUR !!

However, I still love Twilight the most. It talks about how Bella met Edward and how different is Edward different from the vampire we know from movies and other novels. Talking about movie, Twilight is soon in theaters !!! YEAH ! cant wait ... aarrghhhh ...

Left to right :: Alice, Emmet, Bella (Kristen Stewart), Edward (Robbert Pattinson), Rosalie, Jasper

The Cullen family

Did you actually realize that my heading is Bella (Kristen) and Edward (Robbert) ? LOL

Twilight is highly recommended book to read. You'll never regret turning the book. Trust me.

And don't miss the movie ! =D Lets put our hand together and pray that the movie will be as good as the book.

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