Mamma Mia !

I've just finished watching Mamma Mia ... It was a great movie !

The way they sing with their emotions are so captivating ... without realizing theres few drops of tears running down my cheek ... lol ... nola ... i actually wiped it off when it starts to moisten the surface of my eyes ...

Guys ...!! No doubt ... Mamma Mia is a must-watch-movie ! I planned to watch it again in the cinema ~~ the ending is so funny ... as if they are having a concert ... LOL ... If im in the cinema, I guess i'll shout and dance with along with them ... !

Who am i ?

5th october 2008 ... who i am to you on this special day ?

6th october 2008 ... who i am to you the day after 5th pctober 2008 ?

7th october 2008 ... who i am to you tomorrow?

Who i am to you on 13th october when i go back to Sg, Long ?

Who i am to you every weekend when i'm in Seremban ?

I am real Confused ... I perplxed...

You tell me ...

Am i just a friend ?

Am i just a close friend ?

Am i closer than close friend ?

Am i your Girl friend ?

Or im stucked in between 3rd and 4th ?

Yes ... We both admitted that we have special feeling ...

Yes ... We both have some personal problems to settle...

Yes ... I truly understand what you cant let go ...

Yes ... You wanted to try ...

Yes ... I wanted to try ... but we both know things couldn't work this way ...

I dun wish to have things become more complicated ...

You said you can only compare when both are yours ...

What are you comparing ?

Are you comparing which girl is better in terms of attitude and the way she treats you ? or

Are you actually comparing which one you love even more ?

I tell you what ... you are now comparing a girl that u have in LOVE since secondary school until today with the girl u have only KNOW for few freaking days ...

Do you still need to compare?

Pls ... pls understand that im actually in pain ...

Behind those smiles and laughs ... Im actually crying ...

I been thinking who we were ...

I been thinking whats the ending of our story ...

Perhaps we dont even have a story ...

What i should do ?

I am totally LOST ...

Please lead me back to the exact path ...

Eric's Masterpiece

Year ago i brought up this topic again with my mom ...

Finally she agreed that i should undergo the orthodontics due to some lame reasons i mentioned ... LOL

In fact i can just spent RM500 in goverment sector dentist .. but theres some conflict happened therefore, instead of spending RM500 .. i spent RM6000 in private sector ... thats ALOT of money !!

I go this Ting's Dental Surgery nearby New-The Store ( Seremban ) ...

( I understand how difficult to read the content ... My camera 2 m.pix only la ... )

There're very drastic differences between the goverment sector and private sector ... 1st i have already mentioned ... THE PRICE ... 2nd ... YES ! you are RIGHT ... THE SERVICES !!

When i went into the dentist ... i told the front desk that i wanted to do braces ... they explained everything in detail... bla bla bla.. yada yada yada ... after that they took X-rays ... ciak ciak ciak ... the talking and photo taking session only took me 30 minutes ! WOW..! I call that efficient ! but ... you know how much it cost me for those tiny X-ray negaitves ? RM450 (if not mistaken, sigh... a year ago la ... cant remember well)

On the other hand ... if u go to the goverment sector ... u say u wanna do braces ... they say ... u sit down first ... come over only when i call your name ... ok ... 30 minutes gone ... "Ms. Goh Ann Nee ! If you wanna do braces u need to follow all these procedures ... and these procedures will take you around 2 YEARS OR MAYBE LONGER... what the heck... 2years and longer... --"

Hey ... not that i don't have the patience to wait ... i waited for round a year ... then the dentist told my mom that i need to undergo a tiny surgery before putting the braces ... and the word SURGERY seems a little terrifying for old lady ... so my mom stopped and ban everything ... what a sad case ...

Alright alright ... back to Eric's Masterpieace ... so after taking all those X-rays ... the doctor did scaling to clean up my dirty stained teeth ... 7 days after that, the doctor extracted 3 teeth ... so in total i short of 5 teeth ... LOL ... after extracting the teeth the doctor asked me whether i wanted to do the braces at the same time ... it does actually scared me a little ... but because i am sick of wating... i said ... Yes! i want to do the braces too... with the pain i suffer after extracting 3 teeth... now i need to suffer the pain of putting braces ... however ... it does not hurt me that bad as i expected ...

( right after the process ... there's actually alot of blood stained in between my teeth ... i took this after a week )

I cant really bite food in a week ... so i guess i lost 1Kg in a week ... thou physically u cant see any difference on my tummy and my chubby face ...

Alright, 11 months has past ...

NICE ? =)

MARS vs VENUS ...

1. Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

2. Guys are more emotional then you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try.

3. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile (:

4. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.

5. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what...uh...never mind...” would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.

6. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.

7. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

8. GUYS LOVE YOU MORE THEN YOU LOVE THEM!!!

9. Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. They rarely use beautiful or gorgeous. If a guy uses that, he loves you or likes you a whole heck of a lot.

10. If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.

11. If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and he is really thinking about something

12. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really isGuys rarely say that

13. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me

14. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.

15. When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.

16. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.

17. A guy would give the world to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.

18. No guy can handle all his problems on his own.He's just too stubborn to admit it.

19. NOT ALL GUYS ARE RUDE!!!

Just because ONE is RUDE doesn’t mean he represents ALL of them

20. When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to talk to you, he really liked you and wants to be with you as much as possible.

21. Even if you dump a guy months ago and he loved you he probably still does and if he had one wish it would be you to come back into his life.

Ther person who wrote this emphasized >> Everything said in this bulletin is TRUE ( how true is true? )

Fingers

I was checking my email .. and then something cought my attention .. it was some random advertisement by hotmail..

The dancing fingers are so attractive that did not bother what the advertisement all about.. i was just so busy clicking the print screen button .. LOL

Besides it makes me think back that i have actually did something similar to this during my high school ..

Smilley-Fingers-drawings

Did you do this silly activity during your school time .. ? or is it I'm the only weird girl who actually draw on the skin instead of drawing papers ?

Well.. If you think im weird .. tell you what .. i abolutely enjoying being weird .. =)

My Reality

Dreams might begin with you standing alone on an empty road ..

Dreams might end up with you falling inlove with someone you did not meet in reality ..

The love is so strong .. so strong that makes me rather just sleep forever than waking up facing the pain ..

The pain you have no idea how much time it takes to fade ..

Met you by surprise I didn't realize that my life would change forever …

Saw you sitting in the crowd, didn't I know I care, there was something special in the air …

Dreams are my reality, the only kind of my real fantasy, illusion are a common thing …

I try to live in dream as if it's meant to be …

I dream of loving tonight and loving seems alright, though it’s only fantasy …

If you do appearing in front of me, honey don’t resist to show me a new way of loving …

Tell me that it’s true, show me what to do …

I feel something special about you …

Dreams are my reality, the only kind of reality, a wondrous world where I like to be …

IF ..

If a pictures could paint a thousand of words, then why i couldn't paint you?

The words would never show the you i've come to know ..

If i could turn back time, i'll take back all my words that hurt every corner of your heart ..
If i could turn back time, i'll share all your sorrow, grief, sadness ..
If i could turn back time, i'll hold my bad temper ..
If i could turn back time, i'll listen to your advise ..
If i could turn back time, i'll hold your face and kiss tenderly on your lips ..
If i could turn back time, i'll stay beside you whenever u need me ..
If i could turn back time, i wouldn't have sit here and write this blog ..

If God is willing to give me another chance to prove how I am still so inlove with you ..
I'll give all my best..

You deseve nothing but the best.