3 days before my birthday

Today...

I wish I can be with someone who can understand me without saying it all out.

Without saying ..

- How much I've enjoyed my day.

- How much I am so sad over some silly thing

- How much I want to be alone

- How much ... the list goes on ...

The only one I met so far is ...

my mom.

She can see it tru my eyes.

Sad .. Happy ..

She will be there for me.

Not in a way hugging or screaming for joy ...

but is some other special way ...

I can feel ...

The warm she has been pouring since the day I'm here.

Here on earth.

if only ...

there's man here could make me feel the same.

But not as in motherly love.

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Why do I ...

always wish for impossible.