Thursday, November 11, 2010


I guess I'm losing the fun of going to clubs.

Last night i was warned by like thousand of people not to drink so much. Coz im like a magnet which will cause every bad things in the world to happened. (im like the most sober ger that night)
Going to club now indeed increases my stress.

i was : -
-warned not to drink so much
-saw some unwanted scene. sit and stare somewhere else.
-looking for excuses to leave the clubs like temaning ppl to gents/ladies
-i was said that im not tipsy. how on earth i can be tipsy by not drinking !!!!!!


No idea wtf im posting here.

Wednesday, October 13, 2010


I still cant get it.

Why do people say things that they cant do.

Hate empty promises. Like seriously.

If you cant do what you've said, just admit it.

Stop giving me millions of excuses n stop asking me to wait.

Just admit like a man !

If you are feeling guilty reading this..


I hate you.
Say me bitch.

but u r eh jerk !!

Sunday, July 25, 2010

Untitled #1

Whenever it feels like crying.. bolster is all I have. 


Have anyone warn you about falling in love?

Sunday, July 4, 2010


Will be away for a moment.

But before that, I want to make a shout out.
Happy anniversary to Joyce Woo Ling Ling! And Happy birthday. I love YOuuuuuuuuuu !!!!

Thanks for reading.

Tuesday, June 8, 2010



Saturday, May 29, 2010

# 29.05.2010

A year ago mum told me that I'm a loner cause she didn't see me dating.

Today, mum trying to talk me out about getting married.

Come to the point, I don't think I have faith in love, then why marriage?

If one day any of u seeing me getting married, there are 2 reasons.

a) I just want to fulfill mom's dream like how I get myself into college.
b) Imma changed person & I met the real one.

Yet to know huh?

Thursday, May 20, 2010

# 20.05.2010

Can someone please just remind me not to give up.

Monday, May 10, 2010

Small but Great !!

I assume you already know that I had a good start of working life in a small audit firm.
Thou it isn't perfect, but its wonderful.
Yes, I personally think it is a wonderful experience.
With bunch of wonderful ladies, how bad it can be?

Celebrate Shu Mei's (resigned) birthday at Pavilion Sakae Sushi.

Normal ladies do this in the washroom. Especially when there is a big mirror like this !
Fully utilize !!

Yam Seng !

Chloe's farewell in the office at 1am !!

with domino's and tons of work. Poor girl.

She called me Ah Neh. Hmph! and everyone starts calling since then.

And not to be missed, her signature action.

Let me present to u....

The "APalah ~"

Poh Yess's farewell.

Dinner at Cheras. No idea which part of Cheras, but Damn ! The Thai Food is good. Recommended !!

Then visited my ex tax manager

So called "Annual lunch" in Millennium Hotel. Food is not that good. But I heard that the desserts are good. Nah, I don't like dessert. Because I'm not feminine enough.

My birthday dinner with the 2 lovely girls.
They know i do not like to eat cakes, so they replaces it with a bun instead. Clever !

Finally when everyone I heart left the mini maini firm , now my turn for them to celebrate my farewell.
Buahahahaha.. It was a Blast !!
Like how you blast your amplifier !!!!

Manage to take some pictures before I went crazy in the club.
My partey afterall right? :P

Ebby the supervisor. She is really the Super supervisor. Trust me... she is. No one will disagree.
She can kill 3 birds with a stone. fuiseh ~ geng leh ! No picture to prove but just believe lar.

Shareen the intern girl. She is blur at times but cute !

Jessi the normal girl. Yes, finally i found one normal girl in the office. Perhaps I wasn't too close with her also lar. But also not very far lar. Not as close as to them.


The Js !

Please ignore the guy. Drunk case.

My shelter.

My entertainer !

My guru !

Ladies that can never be missed !

The BIG family in a small firm.


Yes.. my "boss" do not hire man !

I bet ..
She wants her husband to be the THORN among the ROSES !
so guys, why not challenge urself and send resume to this small firm.
I give u a kiss if she hires you.

*abrupt break*
I love you ladies ! ever n ever !

Related post : #19.04.2010

Sunday, May 9, 2010

Ann Nee ..

Please DO NOT give up.
(A message from myself.)

A message from my lappie.

A message from Joyce.

Even a message from The Star !

click here to read the article from the star dated 9 May 2010

(opsie, didn't notice the notification pop out. tee hee)

You can do it.
Just do it.
Impossible is nothing.
I'm loving it.

Saturday, May 8, 2010

# 08.05.2010

I have this instant feeling to travel to another places, alone.

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

Happy Birthday Jutou

It has been 3 years
And I still miss you thhhhiiiiiiiiiiiisssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss bad

Sometimes when I'm really down, I'll just ter-think of you
Wondering if you were shining upon of me
Wondering if you will sing me a lullaby and put me into sleep

Those years today were your birthday
I apologize that I did not have a chance to celebrate this day with you
If there is a chance, I'll just buy 2 cans of Justea and we sit the whole afternoon telling happy stories to each other
Just like what we did last time

Happy birthday Jutou
You should be 26 this year
I miss you

Related post : Always my Jutou

Monday, May 3, 2010

For the both of you.

Everything happened for a reason.
It's written in English for a reason.
Both of u were bind together for a reason.

It doesn't need to be mentioned.
Because is just deep inside you.
Both of you.
Somewhere ... I know.

I might be somebody who doesn't know the "L" theory.
But I think I can feel the warm between both of you.
The burning sensation in both of you for each other just couldn't be missed.
I can feel.

I'm happy for both of you. (I'm serious)
Never too happy to see both of my bestest buddy got together.
Never too happy to see them share their greatest stories for each other. Together.

I'm not here to give pressure from writing this.
Because I believe it will be a comforting relationship.
As comfort as you see baby sleeping sound on your arm.
To such a baby lover, I guess you know what I'm talking about.

I always have the feeling I'll be writing this blog one day.
Today may not be the best day.
But it will be the day I pour the greatest bless of mine to both of you.

Remember my dear, its all begin from this picture and the word "green tian"

I hope I'm not wrong.

I'm glad, you, my dear girl, u aren't really brain wash by me.So, Bravo!
Love you.
Love both of you as deeply as I can. Hopefully these love stands 1% the love of urs as I don't really have too much"love" left. *teehee*

Dear, next year today ..... remember I am here to be happy for both of you. Always.

-with love to you-

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Hada Labo

Heard of that before?


Phew ~ ... I'm still the normal one.

Anyhow, I realize people been talking about this everywhere. It's a facial product from Japan, I guess, cause it loads with Japanese words plus a few of Chinese. (Its written there, "made in China" , -.-"). I still believe its a Japanese product lar. Is like some cars from Japan but they were assembled in Malaysia, and we still call it Japanese car. Right? Sama lar..

Click here to see more lar !

I don't actually really cares where it came from. The thing that made my eyes grow bigger by 1 inch are


Got so Kua Jiong anot oh !!


Sunday, April 25, 2010

My favorite scene #1

From : Things I want my daughter to know.

"My lovely Lisa,

We're the closest, you and me, in many ways. I think we're alot alike. You're my first born child, and the person who first showed me the miracle of this love a mother should has for her child. You made every morning a Christmas morning. Thank you for that. There's lots of things I dont even think I need to say to you because I think you know them already. I love you. So much. You are the strongest I think. Too strong for you own good, maybe. Ask Andy about that sometime. By the way, I love him, did I ever tell you that? So to you, my darling girl, a request instead a bequest. Look after your sisters for me. Look after Mark. And let someone to look after you.


Andy answered the phone on the second ring. Lisa's voice sounded muffled and hoarse.
' That was quick,' she said.
' I tot it might be you.'
' It's me.'
' Hello, me.'
' What you doing?'
' Watching footie. You?'
' Calling you.'
' How was it?'
' I'm sorry I asked you not to come.'
' That's ok.'
' Its not ok, Andy. It was stupid. I dont know what I was thinking.'
' I dont think you really were thinking. I dont mean that sound unkind. I just mean that it wasnt really about thinking, it was more about feeling. You wanted to do it wihout me, on your own.'
' Dont be so bloody reasonable with me!'
' Sorry.'
' And dont be bloody sorry!'
' Its me who should be sorry.' She paused. ' I wished you had been here.'
' Me too.'
For just a while Lisa sat with the phone and listened to Andy breathing, which was almost comforting as an embrace. Then she sighed.
' So I guess I'll see you tomorrow.'
' I'll be here.' He was being so careful of her.
' Goodnight.'
' Goodnight, Lisa.'

He'd heard a break in her voice when she said that last word, and that was all he needed. He hadn't been watching the football. He'd been sitting on the sofa in front of the football, but wasn't the same thing. Now he stood up and grabbed his car keys from the stand by the front door and went where his mind and his heart had been all day.

As he drove, a lil too fast via the M25, he listened to the radio, a lil too loud, and wondered, not for the first time in the last two years, what the hell was going on in Lisa's head. She wasn't like any woman he'd ever known before. The highs were higher and the lows were lower........

...... So when she said she wanted to do this funeral thing alone, he went along with it, and let her do it alone. And her voice broke on the mobile, he broke everything and went to her. And when he parked and climbed out, the car door sounding incredibly loud in the dark, still silence, and caught the twitched of the curtains in the bedroom with the light still on, and waited for her to open the door, and picked her up, clutching her tightly and silently to him, he knew that it had all been the right thing to do. For both of them.


Badly missing the J's

I miss the time when 3 of us sitting at the back with out scarf on because it was freaking cold. Listening to the musics coming out from the ancient radio which we been told by Alvin that he will change soon as the volume will just go up n down by itself where we already gave up tuning it again n again.

I miss the days when Jass talks to herself and Joyce and me was wondering what the hell going on with her.
I doubt she got no one to talk to when she was young and that is how she developed the "talking to herself" skill.

I miss the days when Joyce laugh at me when I sang "because of you" ... and of coz it I was out of tune. Later, she was one of them singing out of tune.

I miss the time when Jass shake me like she was making a milk shake and Joyce will just scold her on behalf of me because i gave up scolding her.

I miss the time when Jass got shock when I screamed at her when she intended to bully me again.

I miss the time when 3 of us talk like nobody business at the back and sharon walks in n cought us speaking in Chinese. (I'm the one who always get cought! Damn. but it was fun. =D)

I felt secured when Joyce is around because she will just protect me when she tracked someone has the intention to bully me. especially Jass. I'm like a child of hers.

I always feel entertain whenever Jass is around. I'm sure everyone feel the same way too. She's just too dramatic not to be laughed!

I miss them even more when i start realizing that 3 of us got influenced by each other's attitude.

I just miss the J's.

Me, Jass and Joyce


Monday, April 19, 2010

# 19.04.2010

I just feel like blogging but i have nothing special to share this time. Anyhow, i dont think there's anyone here reading my lame blog.

So Wtf.. I still feel like blogging ok? So just read. =P

I had a wonderful Saturday with my colleagues in Quattro (minus the time that i saw my ex.)

(L - R : Jass, Joyce, Me, Ashley, Sabrina, Ebby, Karen, Jessi, Sharene)

We had so much fun dancing around girls and guys nearby just cant resist but to look at us ! (coz we like so bergaya ok?) It was awesome. We was like some Party Diva. LOL. I made this rule that we must wear bareback on that day. But ended up I'm the only one wearing. Whatever. We still have the greatest time regardless the dress code !

I slept for 3 hours and i got to get up n pack my clothes n head to genting. =D Planned to go Safari after dinner in the room. But i dozed off after 3 seconds. -.-"

Btw.. he gave me Rilakuma !!!!

So cute.. *wet eyes*

Sunday, April 18, 2010


Someone told me ...

I got to be more flexible. coz human kind born to be flexible.

We shall not expect to win hence no heartache if we lost.

And I wonder ...

If i can apply this into a relationship.

One shall expect their another half will one day break up with him/her.

Hence no tears?


Thou once a while I hope I am thinking that way.

Love ain't forever.

Isn't so?

Sunday, April 4, 2010

# 04.04.2010

Feeling so tipsy right now. Took a bottle of wine from home n drank all by myself. Hopefully I can have a wonderful sleep tonight after a sleepless week.

Hmmm... At this moment.. I feel so stressless. How i wish it wouldnt end by tmr morning.

Stand strong Ann Nee !!

You can do it !!

Hold on to your belief !!!

Friday, April 2, 2010

# 02.04.2010

Been struggling with works and unstable emotional for the past few days and hoping for a relaxing friday where she can go for a movie to pamper myself but things turn out to be worse than i thought. Spent rm20 on the movie ticket but couldn't watch it. Feeling so hopeless.

Monday, March 29, 2010

What is my happiest moment?

Posted this on FB yesterday.

I realized I'm indeed happy seeing the feedbacks.


What is my happiest moment.

What i can think of now is ..

When i dance like nobody business.

Please dont get heart attack. Those aint me. lol.

I miss the time I dance in UTAR. I miss the time putting on my Ballet shoe.

I just miss dancing.

To me, dancing is like your soul has been pulled out from your physical body moving with the rhythm played blending with mixed feelings.

(sounded like a recipe pulak)

Sunday, March 28, 2010


The first image came to my mind after watching this video ....




Taken during our graduation trip to Pulau Perhentian.

Miss them. Miss school. Miss the fun and the joy we had together.

Saturday, March 13, 2010

David's birthday

We went to this Japanese restaurant @ Jaya 1.

they serve all sorts of beer

I've ordered this

Happy Birthday Handsome boy. =P
Yam seng! *gulp gulp*

Good bear.

oit. Why take my beer.


Monday, February 1, 2010

2 days before my birthday

I have this thinking that I am going to get crazee this weekend but it was unexpectedly happened the other way round. I have this very ..... weekends. Everyone just seems too busy for me. Have the thought that I can celebrate my birthday in advance with the people I love to hang out with.
But nevermind. Yes, I am abit sad. But nevermind. Will keep telling myself not to mind. It is just a birthday anyhow. I'm going to have this day again next year. And I can get crazee, not now but next year. Is just a matter of time right? :)


Is time to stay at home and do some thinking. Its been a while the last time I really have time for myself, reading books, do some serious blogging, spend time in saloon and shopping mall alone and stepping into the kitchen and made my favourite dish.

One mistake I made in my life actually changed the whole me.

I met up with my ex-housemate/ex-classmate/bff/pillowmate this morning. I'm glad that I actually said out a secret that I been hiding/keeping all the while. It is such a release. Thou it has nth to do with her. Nth to with you. Only me. It has been the worst nightmare I had. The one that have been haunting me for a year. For a whole damn year.
I still remember I cried in the middle of the night and went to look for a best friend of mine. And poof~ the night life of mine begin .... in a improper way ( if only drinking and dancing are improper) .. but happy. happy enough to at least put those sad love songs aside.


I was on my way back today using DUKE.
Saw Genting Highland from far and how much I wish that I am there at the moment.
Feeling the breeze wiping trough my face.
Breathing in the cooling fresh air.
Sipping a cup of hot chocolate.
Listening to jazz.
Looking at the twinkling light.


How much I wish that I am smilling now. Genuine one.